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Substance use disorder or addiction does not just happen overnight; it‘s a complicated process that gradually unfolds over time. The process of substance use disorder has various phases. Firstly, you enter into the initial or experimental phase. This is where it starts, with just experimenting and trying it for the first time. Then you find yourself using regularly and more frequently without really noticing. Then your body builds up a tolerance level to the substance. This means that you don't get the same “high” as before, which results in needing more and more to obtain the much needed high. Next, you become dependent on the substance and experience withdrawal symptoms, so you have to use to be able to function. As a result, you lose control and start doing things that have significant negative consequences in all aspects of life, including relationships, work and your physical and mental well-being. This is when the final stage kicks in – full-blown addiction or substance use disorder. At this point, your life is significantly impacted by the compulsive need to use the substance. The reason why I started off with this explanation is to give context to what I am about to share with you, that being my personal journey being diagnosed with substance use disorder. IN THE BEGINNING I had it all – I was living the dream. I was employed in the banking industry, specialising in home loans. I got my learner's and license the first time round and was the youngest in my department, excelling in my career. My parents and family were very proud of me, and I was a role model to some in the community. On the other hand, I was partying every weekend, whether it was SUBSTANCE USE DISORDER LIVING WITH... Byron Veldman “You cannot conquer that which you do not confront!" – Paula White Issue 6 | 2023 | MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS | 33 MHM